Its Sunday afternoon and phil is pissing everyone off and we are all having bitch session and cathy and i thought we might cook something nice for dinner( i wish i had my edmonds cook book) but we couldnt decide so it looks like it will be chinese take away instead. Matt and Cathy are having some "bonding" time. Its so cute! They never get much time together so its cool to hear them together laughing and stuff.. Not much else for now except i have heard from Sam and he says it was nothing and i shouldnt worry..oh well, i guess i have to leave it all to fate. He will either get some sense or not... I did hear from James yesterday. I have only been away for two months..and he finally saw me on MSN and found some time for his poor old mum. Do i sound like im winging yet?.. sorry dear reader, ignore the winging parts if you must.. I have a quote for today, yes its soppy and mildly religious, but i just love the words, My Catholic instinct reminded me that it was St Francis" feast day yesterday, for those who dont know him he was one cool dude. He was quite rebellious and even Buddhist in fact because he believed that All creatures are deserved of a place in the world and we need to mindful of even those we loath because they serve a purpose... (yes Caitlin even spiders)anyway, he said this:

 " "make me an instrument of your peace. Where there is hatred let me sow peace; where there is injury let me sow forgiveness; where there is doubt let me sow faith; where there is despair let me give hope; where there is darkness let me give light; where there is sadness let me give joy. grant that I may not try to be comforted, but to comfort, not try to be understood but to understand, not try to be loved but to love. Because it is in giving that we receive, it is in forgiving that we are forgiven, and it is in dying that we are born" Now then! thats who i would like to be, but, alas, im too me,. so there yar. !!

Until next time,

Go annoy someone horrid for me...Mumsy .

Oh Shyte!

I just lost my text some place in cyber heaven...and it was good too, now i have to start all over again, being filasoficoool and all of that..ha ha ( oh well)

I really like this idea! i love it in fact. Ive been meaning to do it for a long time but i was prompted recently by leaving the people i love and coming to be with some more people i love...anyhoo..

i hope i learn how to upload some photos.. cause photos are my favourite thing. You can capture your kids in that nice phase of cuteness, their eyes and their soul is there for all to see, before the rest of the world grabs them and makes them change into adults. I know im one, but i try not to be. Adults are horrid.. I try not to associate. The majority of them are selfish, anal and destructive... Wow! thats mean...I much prefer children's company, or young people's company..( no im not a wierdo or sommut...).and for those who dont know me..i am not being patronising.. Its just that people of my generation tend to be so full of crap most o the time..I am fascinated generally, about what makes people tick.. if i had more time and money i would study that.. but alas, i have to join the "full of crap team" and earn a living so my kids can go and see what makes people tick and, maybe, they will share it with me too... I dunno.... Any hoo